life

I feel so fat.
I have gained about 5 kg in the last 2 months because of university and boyfriends issues stress.
I hate the way I look.
I have no idea what i want concerning my boyfriend. i dont know if i want him or not.
i am still moving out on Monday. I dont know how we are going to explain my moving out to his family.
I dont know if we should break up or not.
I know i need some time to myself, have my own space.

Today i did well, only had some potatoes with sauce (i am at my boyfriends parents place where we eat together and not eating is not an option). I did not binge and that is good.
When i live in my dorm there will be less temtation because i will not buy bad foods.